Don't play the age game with me...!z_cherub wrote:I was a teenager at the time. Get off my lawn, etc...
So my fandom has gone in phases. When I first got into it in 1996, everything was just: discover -> consume -> repeat. It was everything from the show to the manga to the games to the music to the merchandise and everything in between. I didn't know what anything was, and I didn't know what I didn't know, so the goal was just to GET. IT. ALL.
That changed when I started my website in 1998. It was the beginning of... I guess we'll call the the "catagorization" of my fandom. OK, the music fits into this pocket. The anime fits over here. Oh, and the manga is like this. Putting things into categories/sections/compartments helped me understand how it all fit together. It wasn't just a series anymore; it was something bigger.
FUNimation's transition in 1999 really sidelined all of that for me. It was an awful time for the production of the franchise here in North America, and it was an awful time for those of us online. No-one was happy with anything or each other. The unhappiness took a toll on all of us and sidelined any progress that was being made. Everything was bad. Our attitudes were bad. The production of the show itself was bad. Our own output was bad. Everything was just bad.
It took the Z dub ending for it to recover for myself, but I truly believe everyone else. It was at that point that I really started seeing who else wanted to be in it for the long haul and how we could change our attitudes. It still took me some time to come around myself, but the amount of work Julian and I really started doing from scratch (having just abolished pretty much all the garbage from the site before that time) gave us a fresh start.
And for a while I was kinda interested in doing in-universe stuff. There was the transformation guide, which was one of the first guides we put up with the relaunch in 2003. I loved that thing. It was pretty decently researched and exhaustively-comprehensive (for the time; little did we know what was on the horizon!).
But as Julian became more interested in the production side of things, so did I. Started with song lyric retranslations, and the music database, and onward from there. I had seen the show. I had read the manga. I had consumed it all. It was over. So what was left? That behind-the-scenes stuff. The stuff that gives you a better understanding of what you're consuming, and gives you a reason to go back to it again with a fresh set of eyes.
And that's how I operate now. I'm in the discover -> consume -> repeat cycle all over again, but it's with the historical material behind the show. All these old interviews, Q&As, write-ups... that's the stuff I love right now, and it really does give me a reason to re-read/re-watch and see where these people were coming from.
So I dunno. The more things change, the more they stay the same...?




